In Between

8.01.2020 – 31.01.2020

At some point in our life we all experience a very strange feeling of disposition. It feels like we have reached a point that splits us to different personalities: who we were in the past, who we are currently and who we want to become, yet still being in transition in between them all at the same time. It feels like weightlessness in outer space, yet there are so many options to choose from, which makes it rather difficult to decide who we actually want to be.

So many different realities and options, we try desperately to reorganize our life once again. At this sweet spot, so-called the golden ratio of the personality formation, these realities start to merge together like a kaleidoscope of human existence. We can twist our realities around to get the picture that pleases us the most. Yet, it is never going to be a complete pitch-perfect picture because some things can only be seen from the distance by another person. Some details are covered in our self-soreness or confusion. For some things, it simply takes time to evolve enough in order to be noticeable.

Someday I will see a complete picture through someone else’s eyes but for now, I keep on twisting.